matilda-'s Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I sometimes do this Why shouldn't we have online journals? Or why shouldn't we have our emails or guestbooks up for others to contact us? Is it best to never make friends with other people who spill their guts over places like Livejournal and Diaryland? I vent sometimes, I say things I may not mean. I may come back later and say I was wrong or I may not. I may be having a bad day and say things the wrong way. I've never been the greatest at writing or trying to get my points across. What I end up doing most of the time is making a bigger mess. What more can I do other than say how sorry I am? It's a rotten day and here I am at work crying at my desk. I'm afraid if someone comes in I may snap at them. And what's with this lump in my throat anyways? Try to explain it to yourself, Kendall. I fucking wish I could. (the situation, what I meant...not the lump) There's nothing worse than crying at work. And I get the feeling they all want me to go away for a couple of months. Everybody. 10:51 - Monday, Jun. 24, 2002 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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